the truth

assalamualaikum :)

harini dah pun masuk 21st of February 2013. untuk sape yg smbut birthday, happy birthday. untuk siapa yang tengah makan hati, eat carefully. jangan sampai tercekik ;)

makin hari, mood nak pergi kerja semakin kurang. aku just pergi kerja sebab aku nak breakfast dgn dia, lunch dengan dia, dinner dengan dia. nak berkepit je dengan dia sepanjang masa. but, kitorg kerja. tak boleh nak always together. dia pun sure rimas dengan aku. dia pernah cakap dia hanya anggap aku macam bestie dia. and aku anggap dia macam someone special. so, the meaning is totally different.

aku kenal dia dah more than 2 month. tp, aku rapat dgn dia baru je beberapa hari. tp, silently aku dah tersuka dia. sangat sangat sangat. macam mana nak buang the little perasaan. so, aku terpaksa jadi fake lagi. untuk setiap episod 'love' aku mesti akan ada scene fake. haha. mungkin mmg aku dilahirkan sebegini. this is my fate :)

mungkinkah akan ada scene macam ni antara aku dengan dia. oh God. how much he stole my heart. how can i forget him? a sweet and funny guy who always act like a weirdo. always smile even had been scolded. dedication in his work. he is maybe not handsome but he really take my heart. no more space for other unless he totally let me go.

for awak, setiap satu saat kite berdua saya tak pernah lupa. the way you treat me. the way you act. sometimes i had confused with your attitude. maybe because we still not know each other. awak selalu bangga diri bila bercakap dengan saya. awak sangat ego. tapi, bila dengan orang lain nothing. what it mean? awk berharap saya akan benci awak ke? awak, saya suka awak. not as a bestie but as my special someone. if i can mention your name. ILY